6-9-11

There's a laundry list of things no one ever tells you when you have children. One of them is that your child will teach you how to be the parent they need — if you're willing to listen.

musik.

I brought you some something close to me
And left with something new
I can see through your head
You haunt my dreams
But theres nothing to do but believe
Just believe
Just breathe
Another day
Just believe
Another day
Just breathe
Another day
Just believe
Another day
Just breathe
I’m used to it by now
Another day
Just believe
Just breathe
Just believe
Just breathe
Lying in my bed
Staring at the ceiling
Just breathe
Another day
Another day
Just believe
Another day
I’ m used to it by now
I’ m used to it by now
Just breathe
Just believe
Just breathe
Just believe
Just breathe
Just believe
Just believe
Just breathe
Just believe
Another day
Just believe
Another day
Just believe
Another day
Just breathe
Another day
Just breathe
I dont believe
Another day
Another day
Another day

kill me. 6-1-01

Its june. already. dang. the weather still sucks tho.
this morning was a bad one. ugh i hate having to work so early
im not an early bird, and i could care less about the worm.
blah. i feel crudy today.. this summer is going to go by
way to fast. i can feel it. well i dont have much more to say...bye.

3years

FRIDAY.
 work, work, work, work out,
cashed check, got some groceries and laundry soap,
diapers etc.went home, ate dinner, gave zane a bath, put him
to bed.Cuddled with trav and watched Easy A.. s
uch a good movie!

SATURDAY.
  had some french toast (finally) went to the park, Zane hiked on
dads back,it was real fun. we fed the ducks and there was even
baby ducks zane was scared at first but then he started to have fun!
 the walk was nice and it was sunny outside. We then went home
and hung out later that night we bought Sword in the Stone. it was so
 fun watching it. reminded me of being little.

SUNDAY.
 was our 3 year anniversary. its so crazy to thing we have
been together for three years.. I guess it kinda seems like
it has been longer. CRAZY.we didnt really plan much. we
 stayed home most of the day cause it was really rainy.
Trav cleaned the whole house and I just cleaned the
bedroom haha.He is a sweetie. i love him so much I dont know
what i would do with out him in my life. He is an amazing
person and would do anything for me and I would do anything for him.
 HAPPY 3 YEARS BABE. lets make some more great years!
we also went swimming at the South Jordan Rec center zane
 loved it we had alot of fun!!

bye.

rain.

GO AWAY.
things are changing..
dont get my hopes up.. right?
i love, i feel, i hurt just the same.
i want new shoes..
i want to lighten my hair.
i want warm weather and sunshine on my (white) legs.
i want the smell of cookies to get out of my life.
i want mexican pizza
zane says bird, bye, please, momma, dada, gramma, baby &&
 car but its more like ARR.
he is the light in my heart, my baby boy. i love him soo much
i think he is going to love animals alot.
he is so happy and smart, im truly blessed to have him
im happy at work. real happy. i actually love my job
(except for the whole cookie smell)
& its like 30 below in this building. haha.
i need a friend. a good one. a true friend.
besides travis. ( he is my bestest friend)
i NEED some new make up.
i been working out everyday. i feel so good. and i been losing some pounds
self improvment is nice..
bye.

Things i really want.

enjoy