3years

FRIDAY.
 work, work, work, work out,
cashed check, got some groceries and laundry soap,
diapers etc.went home, ate dinner, gave zane a bath, put him
to bed.Cuddled with trav and watched Easy A.. s
uch a good movie!

SATURDAY.
  had some french toast (finally) went to the park, Zane hiked on
dads back,it was real fun. we fed the ducks and there was even
baby ducks zane was scared at first but then he started to have fun!
 the walk was nice and it was sunny outside. We then went home
and hung out later that night we bought Sword in the Stone. it was so
 fun watching it. reminded me of being little.

SUNDAY.
 was our 3 year anniversary. its so crazy to thing we have
been together for three years.. I guess it kinda seems like
it has been longer. CRAZY.we didnt really plan much. we
 stayed home most of the day cause it was really rainy.
Trav cleaned the whole house and I just cleaned the
bedroom haha.He is a sweetie. i love him so much I dont know
what i would do with out him in my life. He is an amazing
person and would do anything for me and I would do anything for him.
 HAPPY 3 YEARS BABE. lets make some more great years!
we also went swimming at the South Jordan Rec center zane
 loved it we had alot of fun!!

bye.

rain.

GO AWAY.
things are changing..
dont get my hopes up.. right?
i love, i feel, i hurt just the same.
i want new shoes..
i want to lighten my hair.
i want warm weather and sunshine on my (white) legs.
i want the smell of cookies to get out of my life.
i want mexican pizza
zane says bird, bye, please, momma, dada, gramma, baby &&
 car but its more like ARR.
he is the light in my heart, my baby boy. i love him soo much
i think he is going to love animals alot.
he is so happy and smart, im truly blessed to have him
im happy at work. real happy. i actually love my job
(except for the whole cookie smell)
& its like 30 below in this building. haha.
i need a friend. a good one. a true friend.
besides travis. ( he is my bestest friend)
i NEED some new make up.
i been working out everyday. i feel so good. and i been losing some pounds
self improvment is nice..
bye.

Things i really want.

enjoy

sunshinee.

One problem with gazing too frequently into the past is that we may turn around to find the future has run out on us. 

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Never look down on anybody unless you're helping him up.  

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If you're in a bad situation, don't worry it'll change.  If you're in a good situation, don't worry it'll change.

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Everytime you smile at someone, it is an action of love, a gift to that person, a beautiful thing

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Love is much like a wild rose, beautiful and calm, but willing to draw blood in its defense.

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When you are a mother, you are never really alone in your thoughts.  A mother always has to think twice, once for herself and once for her child. 

oh sun.

The sunshine is coming out!!!  this week its supposed to stay in the 60's!!! i hope sooo!!
im done with all this gloomy rain!.. the weekend was nice.. back yard livin, gardening,cuttin down bushes and putting in some pretty flowers.. poppys are sprouting up!! put the trampoline up.. zane LOVES.. cant wait for some bbqin. and i cannot wait to put zanes little pool up! he will love it! Zane helps so good doing yard work! he has his little shovels and  buckets and runs around and really tries to help out! he loves being outside so much i love it.. i think we might take him fishin for the first time over memorial day/weekend.. that sounds fun.. I cannot wait for late night park runs.. well more like walks.. :) its going to be a good summer!
Byeeee

wow

Its been a long week. i been soo tired after Easter and all that jazzzz.
Easter was great! Zane had a blast pointing at every easter egg he found
saying BALL, BALL Ball.. hah he is a goof!
He got alot of stuff like a little swimming pool, toys, candy and all that.
we had a big easter egg hung in our bac yard with about 200 eggs
between 4 kids and Zane it was alot of fun to hide them and watch
how excited they all were after finding them!
Later Travis, Zane and I went to my grandparents house, She has
Mexican food every year for easter.. i guess she just got sick of the traditional ham, turkey dinners
hahah anyways it was still great!! i LOVE my grandmas salsa!
My dads family makes thier own alcohol.. Its called Red Eye ahah
trav took 2 little shots of it and was about tipsy it was funny.. i had some SHNAAAPS (inside joke)
peach ones they were goood!! all the grandkids and great grandkids were there.. its soo crazy to see
how much my family has grown since i was young.. we all hardly fit in my grandparents house anymore.
it was nice to see everyone tho.. after that me and trav started heading home to do some relaxing..
Later that night after putting Zane to sleep we did some much need cuddling and watched Johna Hex.
it was a weird movie..
IT WAS A GREAT EASTER!!
Work is getting slower and slower and Boring.. i want to go home right now as im writing this.
this week has kicked my buttt!! im exhuasted. i dont know why tho.
i cant wait to get off and be with my little fam bam!!!