i need a vacation.

i want it to be warm out.
i want to go camping.
 i want to go to sleep
i want to have a big bbq
i want to get paid.
i want some cherry garcia icecream.
ben&jerrys.
i want to be rich. i want some new clothes
i want i want iwant i want..
blah blhahhahalbijlfkja
bye.
i just want to do something really fun for once.

1-21-2011

work sucks today. im to tired to be here.

i just wanted to stay in bed and cuddle

with my loves.

im excited to have fun this weekend.

well hopefully it will be fun. : )

maybe ill get a surprise.. but who knows.

tgif. except its not pay day.. blehh.

well dont have much more to say..

bye.

easybuttton.

eeeEEw i just wrote a whole blog and it got deleted.. so im starting over.
that makees me mad.. Today i woke up late and i hate that.
I really want som cafe rio. ooh sounds so yummy.
I cannot believe that my little guy is going to be a year and a half next
month.. thats crazy. and ill be 21 on sunday.. wow
i really just wish things were easier sometimes..
it is really sucky when you feel like you try so hard to get somewhere
and you just keep going in circles.. bleeeh.
i need a change. a big change.. i think it would be for the best..
gotta make it happen tho.. its not going to just happen..
dont worrry beee happy.
things will get better.. they always do!! right??

six days.

i hate being so frekkin broke.. booo.
i just wish i had a mILLION doLLars
and a friend.
i really miss zane today...
and trav.
i want more hours at work tho..
blahh
bye.

Well

I have 10 days until my 21st Birthday

its so crazy to me!!

So much has happened in my life the past

2 years.

I hope someone will make me a cake.

I have made my own the last few times.
FOR MY BIRTHDAY..

i would like to go and buy a beer..or two.

I want some cute clothes

maybe some makeup.

NICE dinner with some friends would be coool
I want to make some hemp braclets.

that sounds so fun..

i  cannot wait for the sunshine to get back into my life.

warm summer days..

I want to take zane to the park and maybe even have a picnic.

i cant wait for shorts and tanktops and

making my skin not soo pale white.

*swimming.

*popsicles

*bbq

*fireworks

all thos great things and much more.

i know its only January but sheesh i just want the cold to be gone

i hate it so much ....i never relized how bad i hate to cold

until this winter.

bye.

bleeehh



I have been feeling reall bad the last couple days..
I want some ice cream
i want summer here and the cold to leave now.
I want a friend
i wish i knew how to make this blog cute..
I miss Zane while im working all day.
I cannot wait for baby Kaesen to be here!!
im really just trying to do things the right way..
i wish i could save money a little bit easier..
i wish friday was here cause it would be payyy day!!
ohhh and im going to be real sad when i have to find another job.. bleh.
i really want some cute summer clothes this year.
and i want a car.
and i wish Zane had more friends to play with well actually just any friends
his age im the only one he plays with and it makes me a bit sad..

I just want the sunshine..

&

a garden.

cant wait..

oh i really cannot wait for spring and summer. just some warm wearther
PLEASE
i really really hate this cold..
this weekend was a real goood one!!
had good lunch with goood friends..
then spent some much needed relaxing time with the boyfriend.
and i really loved spendin time with Zane!! i just love him so very much!
im at work right now.. and im soo bored and hungry..
i want some tacos or something yummy of that sort..
and some cofffee please.. 
i did not want to get up this morning.. i told Trav i didnt want to go
but.. he made me..
i need the money so its good...
im reallly stresssssin arhhhh.
i want to move.
its definatly time for somethng different to happen thats ..
FER SURE.

ohh my.
its  beeen a very long time since i have blogged.
so much has happend..
Trav has been home since sept 13th
It was such a happy day or morning i picked him up at 5:30 in the AM
October was reall good i started working at Mrs. Fields gifts on the 25th
Zane was a little devil for Halloween.. it suited him well..
November was good lots a family and food.
&& our dog had puppies 5 of them the are so cute.. now there is only one left i
call him chewy he is so fat!! and Adorable..
December..Work was horribly busy got sooo many hours and MONEEE tho!!
 Zane was really into christmas!! Im happy to say that i gave him the
BEST christmas i could and happy to say i did it all on my own!!
Zane has gotten so big and smart and just does everything now..
he is such a big boy and is still learning new things every single day..
i gotten alot of cute clothes and it makes me muchhhoo happy!!
and some cute shoes and mAkeUP. :)
My love spoiled me on christmas!!
i got a...
Tattoo (zanes footprint on my foot) ILOVEIT!!
the Coach perfume i wanted!! <3
a pretty RING some cute earings.
boots,and just everything i wanted!!
I got trav some steelers football stuff
a new stereo for his car and some lil stuff he wanted
here and there..
It was all in all a GREAT day!!

It is now JANUARY and my birthday is in 16dayss!! wooo!!
I'll be the big 21!!!
bye for now.